May 18, 2002
So my intent with these pictures were to be a visual of the before, afters and during, yes I did have a skinny days for more then 20 years of my life. but then marriage happened, triplets happened and I got comfy!! Those are my excuses and I am sticking by it so THERE!~
Sadly looking back I thought I was some kind of hot stuff, especially in the recent pictures. it's true pictures say a thousand words and for me the thousand would all be negative for the last 5 years or so!! yea call it denial call it "happy" but reality finally set in once I took my pictures in my sports bra and shorts yea it took those pictures to make me be so disgusted with myself!!! There's a part of me that thinks my darling hubby deserves MUCH better, like he is being jipped because he married this skinny person that blew up triple the size literally. I know he doesn't feel that way about me but, deep down in my hearts of hearts I know there is that lil inkling of a second where he could totally feel jipped. So there I've said it I have spoken my piece!!! |
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